Waking Nightmares

I don't know what it is about laying prostrate in bed at the middle of the night, but I never can get the bad thoughts out of my head. Its like I'm a little paranoid at night... Just, whenever my mind has nothing to do, it drives me nuts.

Thats why I end up staying up so late at night, because every night I try to go abed early, I end up anxious. I stress about things to come, and more-and more I wish I had an expectation free life.

Durring school, it was that I was behind in my classes, and I always had something I wasn't doing that I should. I had expected that to go away durring the summer, but it seems that no matter what is going on around me, I can find something at night to haunt me, to make my chest tighten, and my breath heavy.

I hate it.

Who? What? When? Where? Why?

Who is time?

What is forever?

When is love?

Where is reason?

Why is life?